yesterday i was so tired and freaked out and did not have the time to post although i felt that there's quite alot of things to post for yesterday...so many things happened.
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firstly, in the morning i was rushing for the bus but the bus left me and i have to take another bus to the mrt station where i have to take mrt to sch...
then on the mrt i suddenly remembered that i had forgotten to bring my science practical part B + also the clay marble and graph paper...*sign* .. i'm so forgetful..then later during science lesson the teacher was like scolding us for such a long time and nagging non-stop...
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finally school ended after enduring the boring geography lesson...i've been looking forward to mapling and raced like hell with PPB to the comp lab...but in the end, maple freak was before us and she have the installation cd and she's the only 1 that can play maple...so i watched her play for a while then rushed to eat lunch...
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later i had badminton training...diaoz...training days had extended to 3 days a week....it's tough but i like it..haha...
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after training ended, i was sweating like mad....i made my way to the canteen where i'll meet panda..my er jie..(smiles)..XDXD..x)
i'm totally exhausted and suffering from serious fatigue but i still have to go for the lame/stupid tuition....i told mom that this will be my last tuition and i'm not going to have any tuition so far from my house anymore...she agreed and i felt relieved...
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i was in the canteen with panda and i bought myself food......panda did her hw while waiting for me to finishing eating.....later, she suddenly said that she's going somewhere and asked me to wait for her...i ate and wait for her and my mom suddenly called...i secrectly answered but was caught by a prefect....**so unlucky....
i continued eating ... (the prefect who caught me using phone was seating behind me)....then the pc was like laughing with her friends when suddenly they fell from the bench or should i say the bench fell...and the milo spilt...it dosen't matter...they were like laughing even harder...i stood there controling myself not to laugh...:-#
later panda came back with her friend and i was like telling her what had happened and that she missed the 'haoxi'...she laughed after i told her what happened and there came the pc..haha...XDXD..:D..she was like carrying a pail and holding a mop..like a cleaner like that..and i think that's the reason why panda started laughing and i laugh with her...
the pc was like 'why u all also laugh?'
haha...laughing, panda and i walked out of sch.
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but if only.....
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
to put it in a nutshell.....today was ok.....
in the morning it was raining when i got down the bus....i was too lazy too take out my umbrella and that's why i got all drenched out...stupid me...
to prevent diseases from spreading and people getting sick....we had to take our tempretures....
later during geography...XDXDXD ... haha...i'm happy....cos Mrs Franklin gave me a Cadbury's Crunchie!!...she gave my cos that day i answered some silly N.E. questions....blah blah blah....
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yupps...confirmed...Elaine, Steph and I all hate PPB!!!....the random girl as she calls herself....her fault lor...who ask her never put her name there....afraid to let people know about her....now on the comp lab she was like flattering the maple freak....nobody bothers to talk to her lor....nvm....i hate badmouthing people so i'm going to stop now...haha....and i'm happy cos i'm the xiaomei, Elaine is the dajie and Steph is the erjie....we r one BIG happy family...we might even create a blog about this BIG happy family....:))..^smiles*~
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afterall....today was full of events and commotions...dat's all
chomp chomp chomp,
Saturday, April 22, 2006
michelle sent me this poem.....and i found this poem on the class blog too.....mayb i shall post this poem as it's such a nice poem written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift...
.Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
chomp chomp chomp,
Friday, April 21, 2006
i wonder how people find cedar's annual track and field championships...
so i went around asking.....most people find it boring....
i think i would probably agree with them...anyway no matter what...this is the first year we sec 1s attended cedar sports day and it'll be normal for us to feel somewhat excited...most of the competiters said that they had butterflies in their stomach....i think they r too nervous...nvm....i think the girl called jennifer ran so fast...and she was the first...some more i same house as her...:)oleander!..heehee..i'm starting to love OLE now and the colour orange...i will support ole...yes ole rocks...i must thank Faith for helping me make the oleander display picture...very nice...heeheealthough this yr ole didn't win..(ixora won)..i will still support ole and try to cheer louder next yr.
chomp chomp chomp,
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
chomp chomp chomp,
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
daydreaming...
oh god...i feel so weird....and so strange...just weird and i'm very depressed..i mean it...blehz..but y r all my silly daydreams coming true....they r and they r turning topsy-turvy....what am i talking 'bout...nvm...i'm like dis ok....blah blah....so many bad things r happening to me...my life has turned upside down....but i know i must persevere...i believe that there will be this special someone who will make my daydreams come true...:)
chomp chomp chomp,
chomp chomp chomp,
Friday, April 14, 2006
[too long]....scraps
oh..life is meaningless...i'm totally depressed...music motivated me to live on...
will going to church help me?....i'll try to sneak out and go to church to sort of confess and make myself feel better....then mayb i can make more friends also.....no one really cares about me...once again..nvm...i just feel terrible now....and i jus don't feel like doing anything except 4 reading and blogging and mayb drawing....got so much hw....stupid chinese, science and geog ... all i can remember and i don't feel like doing them at all.....but i somehow feel anxious 4 not completing my homework when sch start ... then all the teachers will get angry with me and scold me then i will feel hoorrible....i got so much things to do lor....still have to practice piano...i would have quitted piano if not for the nice piano teacher who is very patient....ya...i'm bored...and i'm stuck in myself and my commotion/emotion-less ...ok...i'm talking crap..shut up .. ok....i'll conclude...my life is not so good as it should be....and no 1 can force me to do anything..i know i should not fuss over small useless stuffs but......nvm......y is this entry so long?...i dunno...jus please read on.....i have been feeling terrible all day and wasted half of the day doing nothing...quarrelling with mum and also with my dad over the phone...then mom went out.... i got hungry so i ordered pizza with my savings then watched scooby doo on dvd...it's funny and ... very nice....sarah michelle gellar is gorgeous...but i think jennifer love hewitt is prettier then her......
few days ago just had math and science test i thinnk i sure flunked them...cos they are so diffcult + not enough time to finish...i should hav revised more...nvm the past is the past....just like i can't go back to 2005, the bittersweet moments of my life...2006 is another year..either a more challenging and exciting or a more blase 1....few weeks ago my class just learned about the pendulum thing...(during the test i think i forgot everything 'bout it)...then it's like the science teacher keep saying..'....the cork...' the every1 laugh...i c them laugh then i also laugh...x)
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now i hav to get myself prepares for tmr..i hav to get more organised and learn to control my feelings....i will not get angry so easily and not bother to reason with unreasonable ppl.....i'm going to draw now...a picture of a girl selling feathers suddenly appeared in my mind...i might post that pic on this blog after completing it....thats all....
chomp chomp chomp,
Monday, April 10, 2006
so long never see dione....heehee...miss her....hahaz.....
i think i'm hooked on maple.....the graphics and characters r so cute......and well...i've finally achieved what i wanted to be ... archer!....i am an archer aiming to be bowman now.....then i will be hunter and go to orbis....i think.......no offense planning my maple life.... the bad thing is that my house comp can't play maple.......and i hav to secrectly play in sch when those irratating ppl who off ur comp when they see u play r not looking and that's very risky.....well what should i do...should i quit maple.....mrs franklin the form teacher told me this morning that my studies are not very desirable and i need to put in more efforts in my studies.....life is stressful
chomp chomp chomp,
Sunday, April 09, 2006
life can be unfair at times...its true..... an example? sure!....my piano teacher told me a story...a true touching story.....(i no grade 1 la .. mum force me 2 learn so i learn 4 fun..ha..). she has dis fren who is very ...how to say...good?...nice??...maybe...well the thing is that her this fren is getting married soon....next week i think....but god is so unfair lor.....well my piano teacher's this fren has got evrything planned out already..........on one fine day.....something happened...my piano teacher's this fren went out....and....how should i say...well she got knocked down by a car and DIED!...unbelievable right?....sometimes, things jus happens unexpectedly...but we must learn how to accept them...accepting the fact that life isn't always fair and we must maintain faith.
chomp chomp chomp,
Friday, April 07, 2006
today i went to crescent girls funfair.....the school is big and i like it...i don't know whether u understand the feeling or not...like after such a long time i've finally get to meet my friends....they still look the same... heehee...not much difference...they took me around the school like a tour guide showing a tourist around....i think i enjoyed myself...jus by spending some time with them....i'm lonely now...i will feel happy just when there are people around me who are willing to share there feelings with me...talk to me......i feel like a bird in a cage now
chomp chomp chomp,
my whole weekend is packed and there'll sure b no time for homework...this is my so-called weekend scheme...- as follows...: friday..:stay back for badminton...afterwards tuition..--.my first time...eek so nervous...go back home 10 sumthing.....sat......crescent girls fun fair.....church.....sunday.....fren's birthday party
chomp chomp chomp,
Thursday, April 06, 2006
i'm having problems...y am i having so much problems with relations.....urghh!!!...my head is going to EXPLODE....
chomp chomp chomp,
is dis the onli wayi can express my true feelings...?!...is dis the onli way i can prove dat i'm innocent??
chomp chomp chomp,
I am a girl living in the darkness….
Dis is moi…finally found a suitable blogskin:)
chomp chomp chomp,
