oh god...i feel so weird....and so strange...just weird and i'm very depressed..i mean it...blehz..but y r all my silly daydreams coming true....they r and they r turning topsy-turvy....what am i talking 'bout...nvm...i'm like dis ok....blah blah....so many bad things r happening to me...my life has turned upside down....but i know i must persevere...i believe that there will be this special someone who will make my daydreams come true...:)